I don't know how to express myself....

Guilty...Disappointed to myself...Down...Hate to live in this world...Want to cry...Wanted so much for a person who can hear and help me...

This is all the words i can use to describe myself at the moment. Tried to release all my stress in tears and word form or else I really don't know where I will ended be.

What a bad day/month! Get scolded at work, rumours about me, car accident, sister problem, i really get enough! I can't blame anyone, except myself. Being an adult is tough, and i don't use to tell everyone, or shed tears everyday, Keeping the stress and problem is worse,but sometimes i don'y know what to do except hide or ignore it, until one day only it explode.

I am so so so tired, but i can't give up this job, there are too many consequences behind. I've to be strong.


Some words to comfort me at the moment

當你為現實很痛苦的時候，也許可以回頭問問自己，能不能夠接受自己暫時沒辦法達到別人（或自己）的標準？能不能接受自己可能"暫時"還沒辦法得到別人的肯定？

也許我們現在還沒有別人想像的那麼好，可是明天，後天，每一天我們都會一步一步前進，一點一滴的進步，不需要成為那個最厲害最耀眼的，可是每一步我們都紮紮實實的進步著。

只要確實的走好每一步就好，不要好高騖遠，也不要過度迎合別人，說到底我們最後也都只能做好自己，不管速度快慢，不管實現夢想了沒，我們只要知道自己一直在路上就好 by 沒力史翠普