我看见了, 但我应该怎么办?

我看见了

你漂亮的面具下,那颗自私又现实的心.

我该假装视而不见，或是尽量包容？

告诉你？我做不到

揭发你？我说不出

包容你？我的心不够广阔

怎么办，我就是看见了


恨

只好恨我自己， 有双如此雪亮的眼睛

恨

我尚未有足够高深的智慧与广阔的心来包容与解决


*祈愿其他同学们考试顺利*

Another things that inspired me

Just watched BIG BANG Documentary and it make me love BIG BANG more =)

Another than that, watching video that cam them during their trainee time, really give some positive energy.

They aren't only have good faces and talent, they also pay a lot of effort to become a multi-talented super star, and they rewally deserve what they had today.

The documentary is about their effort and stories behind, now, let me review back what i've see on them

G-Dragon: This young guy really have his leadership!!! He is taking care all of his team members well although when he was just 19 when filming the documentary. Plus, he really let me conclude one things: you doesn't need a beautiful face to become a fashionist. All u need is the special sense and CONFIDENCE!!

Taeyang: Just can't imagine how he can get through the harsh words that this CEO commented on him. I was use to get some scolding and harsh words from others coz of blurcase-ness, careless, and something make my team lose. And I'm about to give up and go negative, But, I am so touched and thinking I am too weak. He get the harsh word although he is doin' well and still try to improve himself after the harsh words. I just can say" YOU'RE NOT ONLY MY IDOL, YOU'RE MY ROLE MODEL TOO!!

Daesung: Another hardworking)+tough boy too! Although he just joined YG 6 month(at that time), summore he must go to school everday adn can't stay in the hostel with his member, he still manage to get in to Big Bang. He really got the voice and potential. But, the most important is his, ATTITUDE, his attitude is admirable!!

Top:He is so eye-attracting!!Anyway, he also have some imperfects too. He can't really dance well, but he really works hard on it. Again, I love his voice most =D


Seungri: The maknae!! He always make fun around and looks kinda like a clown, When comes to his dream, he tried hard to go through the obstacles to pursuit his dream. LOve his spirits!! 

虽然累,但很开心

九月的开始,真是令人忙得喘不过去来的月份.

令人即使忙到了十月,那要命的功课仍旧没赶完.


在这么累的状态中, 依旧参加着慈济的活动.

有时候自己也不知道为什么,可能他能让我暂时放下学业,不再让我那么压力吧

说真的, 我并不像一般其他慈青一样,因为感动,想拯救地球....而发愿要加入慈济

我还在慈济,是因为我觉得在这里我学到了很多东西,一些我在外面学不到的,还有很多哥哥姐姐们的照顾,看起来好像很自私,不是吗?

要不要生生世世走在菩提中,这个问题我想过几次了

答案曾经是坚决的'不',只参加到我毕业为止;也曾经是走一步看一步.

我很难想象,为什么有些人那么轻易就可以发愿.

也许,对我来说发愿并不是'希望' 而是一种'承诺'吧

但是，就从星期日开始，我的想法有了很大的转变。

也许是那个环节真的打动了了我吧，像我这种难以打开心房的人竟然把藏着的心事吐露出来了,也哭了。（天啊。。我最近两次哭得稀里哗啦的经验都献给了慈济，一个是现在，一个是去年。==）

真的，很感恩学姐们还有队辅爸爸妈妈，尤其是筱盈还有慧慈，你们真的让我很有姐姐的感觉。

也许你们爱的灌溉终于让我发芽了吧，终于我也懂得如和去关怀和爱别人了。

我想，这是我加入这个大家庭以来最大的收获。谢谢你们的爱，让我学会与改变一些消极的想法

感恩老天对我的厚爱，让我虽然没有亲姐姐，却多了很多个好姐姐；脾气古怪却还有好多包容我，跟我打打闹闹的朋友；还有让我遇到好多好学习的对象，让我学习做个更好的人。

因为有你们的陪伴，我会继续在慈济这条道路上走得更远。

还有，我今天决定了，从现在开始持方便素+不吃鸡肉，祝福我能做到吧！