Monday, September 26, 2011

短发 . 突发奇想

那天又趁着周末去修下我的短发, 哪知道又意外剪了个帅气的男子头回来。

隔天去参加慈济活动,师姑们虽然称赞好看,但仍旧劝我把头发留长 。

当然我依旧,笑笑回应说,短时间内没有留长打算.

头发啊头发,这总是带给我烦恼的问题

中学时,校方说,留长法会让学生分心,把注意力都放在头发上

大了,有人就告诉我留长发是让我们培养耐心, 照顾好头发

我的结论是:话都是人讲出来的。

都说了, 也许我天生反骨,不太爱遵守规矩却又爱活在团体中,自讨苦吃。

但我宁愿叛逆,也不愿隐藏自己的想法,当然前提是不伤害他人。

就在上课时,突发奇想说, 要不然就定个制约吧!

如果能达到这个制约,我就留长发。

期盼吧, 我留长发这一天的到来!

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Trust

I really can't stand anymore!!!!

Feeling to shout out loud this time!!

IF YOU DIN'T TRUST ME, JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!!

DON'T TELL ME THAT YOU TRUST ME THEN ACT LIKE YOU DON'T TRUST ME

I really get enough of it.

not one situation , is already three situations!!!

It make really frustrated!!! Do I look so UNRELIABLE?? 




If YES, tell me!  I'm willing to change.


Don't tell me that you trust me but you don't!!!


It let me feel awful!!!Thinking that is that my problem???

But I already try my best, your not-trustwrthy juz make feel even more to give up



How many times this is going to happen and make me to be a totally cold hearted person???

I really feel my heart, my blood are getting cooler and cooler each time I meet problem between people.

It is getting harder and harder to trust people and touched.

I really don't know who on earth can save me from these.














I've been so easily tricked, so innocent and happy.

I 'v been so easy to get touched and gratitude.


But each time I come back to the city, I can only feel my cold heart and blood.

I wanted to get back my human feelings.

There  is now only a small part of my heart is warm, is the memories that still warming it.

But I am scared. Scare that one day the bulky, rubbish memories will cover those who are warm.

Who on earth can help me. Please.

Thursday, September 15, 2011

闹剧

真是一场闹剧

剧中的人互扯后腿,表面上却又互相示好

明明就是在勾心斗角,却又要表现出自己才是受害者者的样子

简单的一起偷窃事件,在当权者的介入下,背后掀起越来越多不可告人的秘密

也摘下了许多人的可怕的面具

这就是社会吗?或这是最毒女人心?

除了冷眼旁观,还要时时告诫自己要小心不要被卷入这种闹剧里

要不然可就像是步入万丈深渊里,要翻身都难了

Monday, September 12, 2011

唉~唉~唉~

怎么要回一个家都那么多程序叻?

都怪自己不够用心,这下子要等多一个月多才能回家了...

我好想家啊 T..T....我要回家玩mamasak,弄我最爱的泡菜 =(